"SMILE like nobody's watching." " "I can do everything through Him who gives me strength.." -- Philippians4:13 Have FAITH. Be STRONG.
‘BAGONG GISING’- Usually, I get a silky and straight hair from a long nap. And then one Monday morning. TENENEN. O.o :3
Ang pag-ibig, hindi parang pusa pag maingay, ililigaw nalang.
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I’m eager to encourage you in your faith, but I also want to be encouraged by yours. In this way, each of us will be a blessing to the other. — Romans 1:12
It was a Sunday afternoon, around 12noon. I was just about to wake up. Yeah it is a normal routine for this tedious vacation. Wrist. Since my mother is not around, went to Pangasinan to support my youngest brother on Palarong Pambansa, I cooked for our lunch. My sister, my brother and I. And then, I was thinking again that I was obliged to do the household chores. I was about to start but then dysmenorrhea attacked me. Uggggggh. PAIN. T.T I choose to stay on my parent’s room. Turn-on the aircon. Lay on the mattress the entire afternoon. And barely feel the shitness of dysmenorrhea.
Around 6o’clock in the evening, I got bored all over and over again. A DULL VACATION. <//3 I painted the nails on my feet and had hair plucked out on my eyebrows. After doing so, I thought it would wiped out my annoyance. I already make ‘kwento’ to my eldest sister, browsing on the net, texting my boyfriend but still I was hardly irritated.
I really don’t know why i had this mood swing. I told my boyfriend that I had a feeling of, “WALA AKONG KUWENTA”.
Staring for about 2-3minutes in front of PC, I come up with the conclusion. Somewhat ‘realization’. This mind-set again, “I want to work.” As in work. But how is that? I don’t even have a job. Poor of me. Would you bother to know the reasons? Anyways, it’s a long story. That’s it.
Around 11pm, I decided to sweep and wipe our house floor. Do some cleaning in bedrooms, kitchen and outside area of our house for one hour. Yah I know it’s too late to do something like that. But imagine, i had only one hour to make myself feel okay. But with those simple doings. It does effectively ‘MAKES A DAY’ of someone like me.
What’s with this? I’ve realized some things. I do not want to be unproductive. ‘I am not really anymore a child. Will be turning 20 on a few days. I am a grown-up woman who will be graduating next year and get a job. Be passionate on my trade. And will fully prioritize my career. HERE I COME.’
Nung isang gabi inayos ko ung mga paper works ko sa school. Tinapon yung mga hindi na kailangan at tinabi yung mga importante pa. And I saw a “notebook”. Notebook pa ni powpow yan. :) (ni youngest bro) I scanned the pages at nakita ko yan sa gitnang bahagi ng mga pages. Bumungad ang malaking ngiti sa aking mga labi. :)) Sa pagkakaalala ko, scratch yan ng tally ng survey at draft na ginawa “Namin” para sa thesis sa asignaturang Pagbasa at Pagsulat Tungo sa Pananliksik. Anong ‘significance’ nito? :) First year 2nd sem yan, Senior year na “namin” next sem so more than 2years na ang nakakalipas. Isang tao ang kasama ko dyan para magawa namin ung draft na yan. Drawing pala Niya yan. Nabagot kami kaya dinrawing nya muna yung mga utensils na pinagaaralan namin that time sa Food and Beverage Management. Sulat-kamay Niya din yun. :3 E teka sino ba kasi SIYA? Siya ung kauna unahan na “Classmate” ko sa college na nakapunta sa bahay namin para gumawa ng thesis. TAKENOTE: CLASSMATE KO. Pero ngayon Siya na ang Lalaking minamahal ng PUSO KO :”> (OO NA KORNI NA) Wala lang naamaze lang ako. Hindi naman kasi expected talaga na magiging kami e. During that time, may boyfriend ako, may gf cia. At WALA AKONG PAKIELAM SAKANYA NOON. SWEAR. HAHAHAHA. Pero sabe daw nila?? May pagtingin na talaga sakin yung mokong na yan.HAHAHA. Crush lang. Teka. Bakit ba talaga ako natutuwa? Kasi may nangyaring hinding hindi ko makakalimutan noong gumagawa kami nyan. Umabot kami ng madaling-araw. Kaya salitan kami sa pagidlip sa lamesa sa may kusina namin. Etooo naaa. :) Una akong umidlip. Hindi ayan gumagawa lang siya, ako natutulog. Hahahahaha. Teka natatawa ako. :D Edi ayun nga.. Maya maya “May kamay na humawi sa buhok ko at dahan dahang hinaplos ang mukha ko ” :”> Nagising talaga ako. Pero pinili ko nalang hindi idilat yung mata. Hindi ko alam pero noong time na yun. Kinabahan talaga ako. Siyempre may boyfriend pa ako noon. Pero iba din yung saya na naramdaman ko nun. DEFINE. :) At dun ko napatunayan na. “Ay, may gusto nga sakin to.” :D Pero siyempre hindi pa doon nagsimula ang love story namin. May kanya kanya pa rin kaming buhay after that incident. Marami pang nangyari sa buhay ko at buhay nya. Marami pakong niluha.HAHAHAHA. Mga higit isang taon pa bago Nagsimula ang lahat sa amin. At tinanong ko siya about diyan nung naging kami na. Ang sabi niya, “Gusto na talaga kitang halikan noon.” :”> Masaya lang talaga akong alalahanin to. UNEXPECTED talaga ang love ko for BLUE. :) BOW. :)
